Your struggle is not wasted for sure.

Yes, I born as a thinker and sometimes overthink all the things.. and it's just naturally me. Maybe some people think I am weird and so anti-mainstream. I dont know but i think I am normal me hehe. I like to write diary so let me share some quotes that i made when i was on my strugle of job and so many things in my mind on the last November 2013.

What would say if positive aspect existed in each of negative aspects..? It’s gratitude.

Patience~patience~ isn't gonna go anywhere, just right inside our hearts, unlock them.

Being a young is to learn all new things and being an old is to learn leaving all things.

Life isn’t gonna bring us down for we don’t give up. Fighting!

Problem doesn’t need to be avoided but to be faced, coz it’s just a teacher who gives lesson to make us deserve enough to step on bigger path.

Don’t let your anger make you regret later.

Begin with commitment and end with result. To be happy ending is good otherwise to be sad ending is much better than hanging. 

One was coming while the other was searching. One unexpected offers and the other markets.

Teaching for understanding not only for memorizing. It can make a learner take a wise decision in any situation.

No problems, no progressive booster..thx to problem then. Trying to be strong enough.

Some emotions that i felt that time and i put it in words.. as usual always learn to be better. Looking back to my diary makes me think that the prayer that i asked that time is happening now, even i am grateful with what i am now but still there is something that have to be fixed and i am still looking forward for the improvement. Sometimes the prayer that you asked really lead you to the things that open your eyes.. so from now let's pray for what God wants you to be.. when your prayer haven't fulfilled then it means God have something even the best for you to through. Coz there are so many prayers in this world and don't you think isn't it so difficult to fulfilled all of them at once? If it's not now then you are the answer for someone prayer which sometimes gonna lead you to your own prayer. God is good all the time. Keep the positive up! 😊